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Saturday, 25 September 2010

  • Yaaaaay we're in love <3

    It's been a while since I've written here. I used to write all the time, what happened?!

    I am so so so hungry. But if I eat again, I have to wash my mouth out with salt water again. Le suckage.

    I'm just writing this to say I love you so very much. Can't wait to cuddle with you again, my soulmate <3

  • Yaaaaay we're in love <3

    It's been a while since I've written here. I used to write all the time, what happened?!

    I am so so so hungry. But if I eat again, I have to wash my mouth out with salt water again. Le suckage.

    I'm just writing this to say I love you so very much. Can't wait to cuddle with you again, my soulmate <3

Friday, 04 June 2010

  • Daniel

    Come back, I misses you :(

    Your vacation is FAR too long. My body fell apart in your absence, and now I'm repairing it with the help of like fifty dentists and oral surgeons. So far I've seen Dr. Morrero, Dr. Goldschtein (the male dentist who I suspected might've been hitting on me a little), Dr. Monteleone, Dr. Kessler, and a girl whose name I didn't get. I didn't really understand how dentistry worked before this. I thought you got set up with whoever you made an appointment with, in which case I would've only seen Morrero and Monteleone (the latter of two is one of the coolest last names I've ever heard. It's pronounced Mon-ta-Lee-Oh-nee. I like it a lot). Actually I'm not sure if I met with Monteleone or Morrero because no one introduced themselves except for Kessler and the htiting-on-me-guy, who I'm assuming was Goldschtein even though it was HIS office and he's only 32. I didn't hear his name. I was like, Hi blue eyes. Sorry my teeth are icky. But I had three x-ray people if they weren't dentists. People kept taking xrays of me. In the first office, they took three separate x-rays. One was when they put me in the dentist chair and put this thing in my mouth that looked like a clamp and xrayed me with the above machine. The other two were this huge panoramic xray machine where they made me stand and put this little bit of metal in my mouth while this thing circled my head. The xray I got today was like that too, but more effective. In today's xray, I got to sit in a little chair. They made me place my chin on this chin-holder thing and put the chair as close as they could to my back, then adjusted it so it made my teeth seem like they were clamping together. Then he told me not to swallow--all of a sudden I had to fight the impulse to swallow. I just looked around while the machine started circling my head. Their technology after that was actually really cool. The xray had generated this 3-D image of my mouth on the computer even with the outline of my skull and everything. You could look at my teeth from all angles, and then there was also the panoramic view next to that. I'm excited that I'm going in a step towards the right direction for good oral health and hygeine.

    They say that ideally they'd like to remove all eleven teeth in one sitting. Four of those are wisdom teeth. My molars are so fucked up I didn't even notice I had them and they'd impacted and everything. Most of the others are molars, and I think one bicuspid. They're leaving me with one molar which I think they have to crown because it's pulled itself down in the absence of proper bottom molars. Then they're gonna give me the partials. They said while I have the partials I could be saving up for the dental implants that I'll probably want to get when I'm more financially able. I think that's a good idea.

    I know I've been talking non-stop about my teeth for the entire week, but if you were here I'd have you to discuss it with instead of going on and on about it in these blogs. I know it probably doesn't interest you the way it does me, but I think it's fascinating. I'm not even the least bit scared about my operation, though I'd still prefer you or someone else went with me, if for no other reason than to prevent the dentist from raping me in my sleep. Jay says that happens.

    I miss you so much, and I have so much to discuss with you. I have to tell you about Andrew's intellectual failures in a debate with me and us fighting a lot while you were gone. Wow, my dad just said, "As long as the truck and as wide" but I heard "as long as he's fucking his wife." ...What the hell, lol. Anyway, I can't wait to see you again, to lay in your arms and play Pokemon with you, to sit on your lap and watch the Simpsons. I can't believe you've only been gone a week. It feels like an eternity. Come back to me, it's almost easy...

Thursday, 03 June 2010

  • Apres le dentist

    So I went to the dentist yesterday and got examined. The dentist, who was actually a pretty young male, was like, "WTF is up with your teeth?!" Well, I have to get eleven teeth removed and replaced. I can't afford the implants, sorry. I'm gonna have to get the partials. I know you don't like that idea but the implants are 3k a pop. Yeaaaaah. I honestly don't even know how I'm going to afford all the extractions but the dentist said if I leave them I could die. Sorry but I guess I'm about to plunge into debt again. When I start making 35k a year it will no longer be a big deal. :(

    35k a year sounds like a lot now but it's so low compared to other professions.

    I'm at Bobby's house right now. He and Andrew are playing Go and I'm just messing around on the internet. I got your last email today and was pretty sad about it. I teared up a little. :( No more Dan for three days. What time will you be arriving on Monday? Aaaaah I need you to go to the dentist with me to get my teeth extracted. I don't want to go alone!!

    I love youuuuu Come back SOON

Sunday, 23 May 2010

  • Joss Whedon says what my heart cannot

    I lived my life in shadow
    Never the sun on my face
    It didn't seem so sad, though
    I figured that was my place
    Now I'm bathed in light
    Something just isn't right

    I'm under your spell
    How else could it be
    Anyone would notice me?
    It's magic, I can tell
    How you've set me free
    Brought me out so easily

    I saw a world enchanted
    Spirits and charms in the air
    I always took for granted
    I was the only one there
    But your power shone
    Brighter than any of I've known

    I'm under your spell
    Nothing I can do
    You just took my soul with you
    You worked your charm so well
    Finally, I knew
    Everything I dreamed was true
    You make me believe...

    The moon to the tide
    I can feel you inside
    I'm under your spell
    Surging like the sea
    Brought to you so helplessly
    I break with every swell
    Lost in ecstasy,
    spread beneath my willow tree
    you make me complete

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